Burgers and a Movie
~BLACKDAGGER~
** Its been quite some time since James had returned from
the GUARD resort. He had avoided almost all contact, aside from
Warpole, and surprisingly Scratch. He had secluded himself to his
training, his hunting, his honing. He had only seen a few of the
problems a few times since his return. The telepaths worked
wonders on relaxing him. He was calmer now, more focused, much
more deadly. He was no longer GUARDs whipping boy. He was
no longer chasing the White Whales of the RUNners. Instead he
just did his job, and overall was much happier for it. Moving
through the GUARD HQ easily, not being noticed. This week was 2
week block to train. He actually enjoyed it. He got to train the
newbies in more advanced combat tactics. Besides that he got a
sneak peek at their powers. Something that still astounded him,
the sheer power these kids had. He felt old though he did not
look a day over 25, he still felt very out of touch with all the
people. Then again he always had. He moved through from his
training room, bidding farewell to all the students. Most of them
battered and bruised, after all it was the first day. He slid his
teaching materials into a bag, with other belongings and headed
back to his room where he was planning on spending an evening
catching up on the latest UNnatrual files, and perhaps invite
Pole over to watch some XFL. Actually light hearted enough to hum
as he walked though the halls, though stopped instinctively
before reaching Ms. Rika Stormes room. He quietly passed
it, looking to the ground his feet moving a little faster. This
time though he stopped completely. He paused right at the
threshold of her door, finding himself staring at it. He began to
wonder HOW they reprimanded her, and kept her from him all this
time. He began to wonder if she forgave him for striking her, if
she understood. He stood there for a long moment, shifting his
weight. Asking himself how many men stood here just like this?
Waiting to see the harlot? He wondered if he would be considered
the same as those horney bastards who stalked her. . .who she
used. What if she had changed. Reaching out lightly knocking on
the door for the first time, since that incident. The knock was
very light, half of him was just praying she wasnt home,
the other half was praying she didnt hear the knock. He
stood there in silence for a long moment straining to hear any
motion from inside. **
~PIRAHNA~
*..not use her powers?..how?..they were all she knew..they were
her...she stares at the reflection in the mirror and sees a
hideous old nag, a hand reaches up to touch a cheek...the skin
feeling soft and smooth beneath her hand...Rikky had done much
for her, but even he couldn't alter her own perception, he had
only broken that which Aerik had forged..her eyes light and a
smile graces her lips as she thinks of him....her only
friend.....and almost as if the mere thought summoned him, she
hears a light rap on her door..he aways seemed to know when she
needed someone* come on in *she calls over her shoulder as she
moves to put away some of her cosmetics*
** James never expected her to NOT use her powers. Instead he
expected her to curb them. Allowing his hand to fall by his side
as he strained to hear again. Breathing a sigh of relief, until
he heard her voice call to him from inside. Wincing slightly,
looking down the hall tempted to run. Instead he pressed the
button on the door to enter. The door slid open as he stood there
for a long moment peering inside. Even James had to admit she was
beautiful, stunning. Perhaps she wore a bit too much make up at
times, but indeed she was very pretty. He stood there shifting
his weight for a moment, her back to him. He could still bolt,
but again instead he stood there. Finally calling out to her. **
Rika? I dont mean to disturb you, I understand if you have
something more important to do, or somewhere else to be, but I
actually wanted to talk to you . . .
** His voice trailed off as he pushed the bag he was carrying
over his shoulder. He stood there for a long moment looking at
the ground, awaiting her to scream, tell him to leave, or even
worse to invite him in. Pondering for a moment before saying
aloud. ** I will only take a moment of your time Ms. Storme.
*She hears the door open and slowly turns...the smile quickly
dropping from her face as his voice rings out like an air horn*
Hello Mr. Blacke *her gaze travels to the floor..what was he
doing here? wasn't he on leave?..her gaze travels briefly around
the room before she smiles and nods towards a chair* Yes, please
come in *..remembering both his and WarPoles orders she reins in
her power...not perfectly, but the best she is able*
** He pointed towards the hall, as if it were truly his only
escape. Clearing his throat before adding a very light. ** No, I
dont know, I mean. . .was just passing by and I probably
shouldnt stay too long anyway.
** He stood there uncomfortably again for a long moment before
finding the words to say. Leaning against the doorway, for a long
moment before moving his hand to his cheek. ** So how is the um.
. . your cheek? I shouldnt have struck you, I mean I have
never outside of combat ever hit a woman. That scared me
actually, a lot. And, I just, wanted to make sure you were okay.
** Shrugging absently then as he shoved his hands in his pockets
standing there for another long moment. Looking down the hall,
and back into her
room. He then took a deep breath and forced a polite smile. He
noticed a sharp decrease in desire and blinked towards her most
surprised. Was she curbing, her power? ** Perhaps it is better if
I came in.
** Moving then, placing his bag near the inside of the door, and
closing it behind him. He glanced around her quarters. They were
nice, very nice. Then again he did not expect her to have ugly
things. He suspected she would surround herself with beauty and
expensive gifts from all her suitors. He moved to the chair she
motioned to earlier. He sat there, posture nearly perfect as he
continued to look around her place. Looking almost anywhere but
towards her. ** You have, a very nice place.
*a hand reaches up to lightly touch her cheek, almost as if
mimicking him* It is fine...thank you for asking *the hand slowly
falls to her side as he moves inside, the door closing behind
him* thank you....can I get you something? a cup of tea? *as he
sits down she moves over to a side table and picks up some neatly
folded clothing* I meant to return these
** He shakes his head still looking about the quarters. Finally
forcing himself to look at her, still obviously ashamed for his
actions. He folded his hands in his lap, as he watched every
movement she made. ** No, no thank you. Im not thirsty. Youre
welcome, I. . . still shouldnt have struck you. In fact I
should have just thanked you for returning the rabbit. I never
did get to really just thank you. I also never got to explain my
actions. I was not quite able to deal with you, or anything . . .
I just assumed you came by to play some demented game or
something. I was so enraged with other events, I had no one to
turn to, I wasnt at liberty
say anything anyway. It does not excuse my actions, but . . .
those are the reasons none the less. Rika, I am very sorry. **
Clearing his throat again. His head hung low at this point. His
eye no longer on her instead on the floor. In his mind he
understood there was no way of controlling her powers, and he
knew in some sort of way that he provoked the onslaught. Then
again she didnt leave, she never just left him alone, until
recently. Quickly glancing to her carefully as she moved and
picked up neatly folded clothing. He didnt recognize it,
nodding towards the pile asking softly. ** Are they mine?
*Never once does she actually look at him, her gaze remaining
cast down below his* Its all right *a faint smile touches her
lips* You do not need to explain your self to me, or apologize in
fact I am sorry that I caused you such grief *she extends the
clothing towards him* Yes, they are your shirt and shorts
No, I do need to apologize, because what I did was wrong. And, it
was not /you/ that caused such grief. It was a variety of things,
you were merely the icing on the cake. There really is no excuse
regardless. You didnt really do anything until I provoked
you anyway. Sort of, well . . . . anyway. ** Eyes locked on the
shirt and shorts, moving very gently to take the clothing from
her. This was just awkward. He stood up taking the clothes in his
grasp and placing them in his bag. He wondered faintly if they
would smell like her. Saying a quiet prayer, begging they would
not. The truth was the whole place was drenched in her scent.
Turning back towards her after placing the clothes in his bag
still feeling that the apology did not satisfy his guilt. If it
did not satisfy his guilt then, how would it satisfy her? She WAS
the one that was hurt by it after all. Still recalling how
submissive she was then, how much he did not want to hit her. How
he loathed men who beat on defenseless women. Wincing as he
turned back to her, draping his bag over his shoulder as he
watched her. Then again, she was the one being the unreasonable
bitch. But right now, she was acting so
different. She was being nice, as nice as he expected. She had
not sought him out. He somehow wasnt her undiscovered
territory. Thankful, utterly thankful.** Maybe I should go. **
Pressing the open button on the door as he turned to
look back at her for a moment. Still feeling there was something
he could say to rectify the situation. He tried several things,
while standing in the door-way. Finally he turned back to her
folding his arms over his chest. ** You want to go for a burger
or something? I mean its not a //date// **making that point
VERY clear, nearly painfully clear. ** but it might help, in
patching a few things up. I was /mostly/ serious what I said in
the Gardens, in France that is. That is, I would be willing to
try to be your friend, if you wanted to. I can understand if you
dont, after everything.
As you wish *she simply stands there as he takes the clothes from
her, her hands clasped in front of her...her gaze only rising to
look briefly at the door as it opens and he steps towards
it....then he pauses and turns back towards her....* burgers?
*She smiles and nods* if you want
You dont like burgers or something? We can go somewhere
else, if you wanted to. . . How about this where do YOU want to
go? ** He stood there watching her for a long moment returning
the smile. It disturbed him some that she was being so
submissive. He was used to her fighting everything he did, making
him want her in every fashion. His defenses were still at full
not wavering in case she pulled the same stuff again. Clearing
his throat as he moved to the hall expecting her to follow, and
then catching himself. Rika wasnt like Amber or Tytan. She
would most likely want to do her face up, and get in some
ridiculously slutty outfit. Turning back to her, still looming in
the door-way. ** When you are ready, and have decided where you
want to eat you give me a call?
No, burgers are fine... *delicate shoulders briefly rise in a
faint shrug* ..It does not matter to me, wherever you desire will
be sufficient...*she moves to follow when he moves out to the
hallway and almost collides with him as he suddenly stops* Sorry
*a hand reflexively comes up to stop the collision, briefly
touching him before she steps back, the hand falling once more to
her side* Call you? *she nods* If you wish I can do that
What is WRONG with you Rika? You never were. . .** He blinked at
her, not angry but instead a touch worried about the situation.
Did, did he actually do this to her? Extremely worried at this
point, backing away as she approaches her hand falling on him.
Her touch almost burning it seemed, as he looked to her hand then
back to her face, almost scared. Was this all a ploy then?
Somehow her sick and twisted revenge on him for hitting her? He
sighed as she started the submissive act again. Reaching towards
her a hand resting very lightly on her shoulder. Ducking a bit,
as so they would see eye to eye. Looking her dead in the eye for
the longest time. **Look, I already apologized, I am putting
myself at risk here, asking you to go for a burger, and all you
can do is play some stupid submissive house-wife routine? What
happened to you?** Closing the door, and very gently motioning
her to follow him. They would get a bite to eat perhaps at a
local McDonalds or something. He started walking towards the
garage where his car was. He sighed again looking back towards
her walking slowly. **Whats wrong, honestly, you can tell
me. I know I have not been the best example of a good-guy
lately, but I can listen.
*her golden mane shakes in negation* nothing is wrong, I am
perfectly fine *As he tries to meet her gaze her head raises,
meeting his own firmly*I do not know what you are talking about *
slight smile creases her lips* nothing has happened to me, I am
not pulling a 'routine' *she follows him out to the garage, a
half step behind the entire way*..I am simply what I am supposed
to be....*a slight shrug raises her shoulders*...me
Well you aren't supposed to be . . .like this, I mean I expected
at least a fondle, a grope or something ** He says this light
hearted as a joke. He opens the door for her on the way to the
garage. Pausing letting her through. Looking at his new Mazaradi
01. Possibly the sweetest and fastest looking car in the entire
world. He smiled as he clicked the key-chain and it -beep-booped-
and walked to the car. Black, with the lisence plate -Blacke-
Like all his cars. Being in GUARD had it's definate perks. Like
he always got the SAME lisence plate. He smiled at the car,
possibly more in love with that than he had been with anything
for a long time. Opening again the door for her. ** You just seem
really submissive. You know following orders doesn't mean you
have to be a puppet. You don't have to go and eat burgers with me
if you don't want to. It's not required by the by-laws or
anything. You can say -NO-. Besides you seem a little down. ** He
stood there, with the door open for her. Assuming this was
typical treatment. ** And if you don't want burgers we could
always go get pizza, or Chinese.
thank you *she smiles as she walks by him, one hand snaking out
to grab a butt cheek....after all....it was expected...she nods
appreciatively as they approach the vehicle* nice car *she stops
and turns to face James*do not worry for my sake, I am not a
puppet *she slides into the seat and looks up at James* Burgers
sound fine to me, if you want something else we can get it, it
doens't matter to me
** He jumps a bit as she grabs him, blinking back at her.
Honestly perplexed.** Well okay. . . burgers it is. In and Out
Burger okay? ** Shrugging as he shuts the door behind her. He
moved in the car, adjusting the mirror, and making sure the
windows were down. He smiled at his baby, ** Well it's one of the
only things I ask for. Nice, fast, cars. I tell you they are like
a drug. And having faster than normal reflexes that all UNnatchs
have helps when you red line it. Buckle up. ** Placing on a pair
of sun-glasses that he kept on the visor and buckled up himself.
With that he revved the engine and literally tore out out the
parking lot. ** So tell me . . .** They passed a security point.
** How have you been? I mean I haven't seen you around much. I
expect you were told to stay away from me or something. **
Checking his rearview mirror as they came to another check point
then the top of the garage. ** I mean I never pegged you for
following orders anyway.
That is fine with me *she raises an eyebrow at his apparent
fascination* they never interested me much *she reaches for the
belt and carefully secures it* Me? I have been fine...How was
your vacation? Did you enjoy Fiji?
It wasn't much of a vacation. I had a few unwanted visitors that
added to the stress. But Fiji was beautiful. You should go if you
get the chance. ** He peeled out of the area, confidant the cops
wouldn't dare to stop him. After all, even if they did they had a
rude awakening. Jamming down the pedal on the open road tearing.
They drove in silence for a long while, as he tore through a few
stop signs, finally slowing at the first stop-light. Glancing
over towards her saying absently. ** I guess you don't have much
to say. . . it's okay. I understand if you are still pissed. I
guess I shouldn't have asked you for a bite to eat. But usually
"over the breaking of bread people open up" or so said
my pastor once. ** Resting his hand on the gear-shift again
glancing towards her. ** But I kinda like just talking to you. I
always thought you would have some interesting things to say, or
do if you weren't trying to get down everyone's pants.
I have been there, it is very nice, though that much sun is bad
for the skin *one hand reaches up to hold her blowing hair back
from her face as she sits in silence, simply watching you
drive..the silence continues for a while even after he speaks as
she thinks* I am not angry, at you or myself....it is something
that simply happened, I provoked you, for that I deserved it,
perhaps you think otherwise, but that does not matter..It is
over, done with, I would not worry about it if I was you. *a slow
smile spreads over her lips as she looks over at him* your
pastor?
If you say so. I will stop worrying about it. ** Turning to her
blinking pointing to the window. ** Want to roll it up? You can,
I just figured being boxed in the car with your 'abilities' would
be just too much for me. ** He smiled honestly as she asked about
his pastor. He nodded turning back to looking at the road. **
Yeah my /pastor/ from my /church/. They pratically made you go
when I was in military school, but I actually learned a lot from
it. I mean I think Pole and I are the only ones who actually
believe in a God, let alone admit we went to church. I would
still go, if I could. ** He skidded around another turn, slowing
down as another car came into view. Damn fun was over. He sighed
obviously dissapointed. He always felt so free when he drove. His
blonde hair, though tightly bound at his back ceased whipping
around as hard. Musing that they must look like poster children
for the next "Ken and Barbie" look alike contest.
Pulling up near a truck full of red-necks taking a nice long look
at the blonde next to them. Blacke looked over as they 'assessed'
the package and rolled up his tinted window for her.** You get
that a lot I take it?
No, It is fine..it is too nice out to roll up the windows *She
smiles as he talks about church* I went once, when I was young
*..and that one experience ruined any perspective she may once
have had about God* You should be able to go, restrictions are
not that tight on senior Guardians *she blinks over at the window
as he rolls it up* I did not even notice, but I suppose I do.....
Yeah well they shouldn't look at you like you're a peice of meat.
No one should be treated like that. ** After the light turned
green he sped off rolling down the window for her again, noting
the truck turned. ** Anyway, I would go but I work on most
Sundays. Besides I still read my Bible, study and pray. ** He
smiled honestly. ** I'd rather have the big guy on my side,
leading the kind of life I do. Perhaps we could go sometime. He's
the main reason that well, I haven't given into you. ** Flashing
her a smile as he pulled into the parking lot looking towards
Rika, as he parked. ** We'll have to go in. No way ANYONE is
eating in my car. ** He in one swift move removed his keys,
unbuckled his seatbelt, and unlatched his door. Moving then to
open hers as well. ** Well here it is.
It is life *a light shrug raises her shoulders* If you want
*though in reality, she had no desire to go, church was not a
pleasant place in her memory..she sits in the car, waiting for
him to come around and open her door, that is definatley one
thing about her that has not changed* So it is *she looks up at
the flashing neon sign* I do not think I have ever been out for
burgers before
What? You've never been out for burgers? You really need to
extend your dating pool. No furs and veal for you tonight, just
the best cow man ever put into a sandwich. ** Looking up at the
neon sign smiling. Indeed it was one of his favorite places to
eat. Closing the car door after she got out, and looking at the
burger joint with mild interest. ** So you would actually go to
church with me? Most people try not to laugh, and refuse, don't
ask much anymore. ** He moved to open the door, his senses
assaulted with the smell of burgers fries, and other grease
filled goodies. Their air-conditioner on max, brisk, was a polite
word for it. Moving into line and removing a wad of cash. ** So
what do you want?
*she shakes her head* no, never...even when I was young we did
have hamburgers, they were strictly an american food *a brief nod
as she looks over at the plastic tables and chairs arranged
outside* If you would like it * Once more she stays half a pace
back as she follows him into the restaurant* I do not know...*she
glances up at the menu, and shakes her head* As I said, I have
never had hamburgers so perhaps it is best if you order for me
Um okay, ** he moved through the line looking back at her
suprised she never had a HAMBURGER before. Shaking his head as he
ordered. ** 4 Superburger with cheese big size meals, with milks,
and a ultimate cheese burger meal with Bacon and a diet coke, and
a ceaser side salad. ** The person blinked at him looking around
for other people. James was a bit too busy dealing out the cash
to notice, until the clerk asked if it was to go. Black shook his
head no and handed the clerk the money, gathering the change.
James glanced back towards Rika replacing the change. ** What
were you allowed to eat then?
*She stands back and watches as he orders enough food for an
army* allowed to eat? *golden locks fall over her shoulders as
she turns her head* Anything I could find..*a light smile of
amusement dances across her face* Not everyone comes from
America, here you are all rich compared to what we knew
Yeah I was pretty fortunate. I am glad I was born here, had a
decent family. The General made sure I was always provided for.
** He moved to a bar-stool like seat and waitied for their number
to be called. ** It was really rough for you huh? I'm sorry, well
at least now you can eat, get nice things, and are with people
who care about your welfare. The truth is I never read up on your
files, outside your powers. ** Sliding on the seat and swinging
back and forth on the bar stool thing for a moment. To break the
silence more he added. ** What is your favorite food anyway?
no rougher than what many had, I survived *she moves to stand
beside him as a family pushes their way by..both parents having
opposite expressions as they look at her* that is the attactant
with G.U.A.R.D., why many allowed ourselves to be recruited.
*silence falls between them, broken only by the squeaking of the
stool* Food? *a gentle shrug* I don't suppose I have one
You don't have a favorite food? ** James found this incredibly
odd. Looking at the family that sat down, the small boy, his
older sister. He watched them for a long time before their number
was called. Bringing 3 trays, balancing them with ease and
displaying the smorgusboard of delites before her. ** If you hate
it I got you a salad, but you have to at least TRY it once. You
don't HAVE to, but you can at least say you did. Much like
skydiving ** Smiling as the kids blinked at the sheer volume of
food that was lain before them. With a quick prayer he dug into
one of his burgers. Nothing like a ravaging staring animal, it
was more a slow steady eating. He looked towards her smiling as
he finished his first burger. ** Well what do you think? **
Grabbing some fries and popping them in his mouth. **
*her gaze follows him as he moves to retrieve their food, her
eyes widening much like the kids at the sheer quantity* all right
* with apparent hesitance she reaches for the smallest of the
wrapped packages, delicately manicured fingers barely holding
onto the grease soaked wrapping as she pulls it towards
her..briefly she looks up at James then her gaze once more
travels to the wrapped burger as she carefuly reaches out and
uses her fingernails to open the wrapping....once more she looks
up at James as he finishes his first burger* No cutlery * half
statement, half question as she carefully reaches out and pinches
off a piece of the bun, then carefully examines it before placing
it between her lips and eating it* I think it is barbaric
Barbaric or not, it's good food. If you don't like it, you can
just eat the salad. But see you got to /try/ it. The great Ms.
Storm ate a burger and lived. ** Chuckling uneasily at first
before falling silent again. The silence that drawn beween them
started to annoy James more than the stares they were recieving.
Feeling the eyes pressing in the back of his head. A group of
guys wandered into the burger joint, and instantally fixed their
eyes on Rika. James sighed, thinking for a long moment. Why was
she acting this way? She usually was trying everything to get ino
his pants, did he really effect her that much? She usually was so
strong, outgoing, demanding as James saw it. This was disturbing
enough to have Black consider filing a report about it. Perhaps
she needed time off. Perhaps he really made her feel THAT
uncomfortable. Maybe she was actually trying to be 'friends'. She
didn't seem to have many, no female friends that was for sure.
They all loathed her. For the first time James sympathised with
her. He knew what it was like, to be lonely, picked last, hated.
Tilting his head as he finished his third burger looking at the
group of young men leering at her. Looking back to Rika and the
men before eating a few more fries. He wondered if this was all
she knew. Wondering if anyone at ALL had ever taken her ANYWHERE
without an ulterior motive. James was thinking A LOT more clearly
after his vacation. He didn't have the stresses he did, or rather
just let them go at this time. He watched the young men again
before swallowing and washing down the fries with more milk. **
Hey, I don't have anything planned, after we eat, perhaps we
could go DO something. What do you like to do? I mean honestly if
you /want/ to. If you don't then don't worry about it. ** He sat
there thinking.** Exit and I always used to do things, just hang
out, talk, watch movies, rent videos, play golf, something.
Unless that's not your thing, ** Smirking then testing her,
saying then very seriously ** We always could go watch a
hay-bucking contest, or better yet a good ole tractor pull, I
hear they have a hog-contest too.
I did not say I disliked it, merely that it was barbaric * she
once more reaches forward and breaks off a tiny piece of meat* It
is.......different *another piece of bread shortly
follows....after all, he seemed pleased by the fact that she was
eating a burger...she finishes chewing then looks back at
James,..she had noticed the staring but her powers were
drastically muted and without their full use she considered
herself ugly, so she figured that they only stared at the ugly
hag, who should perhaps never be seen in public....but her
presence had been requested, so she had gone* If you wish, then I
suppose we could *she pauses for a second..she knew what the
others were and had no desire to see them, but if Black wanted to
go, then she would* what is a hog contest?
** Watching as the guys sat near them, still oogling Rika with
their eyes. How sick. He took another long pull of milk as he
started in on his 4th burger, and his 3rd set of fries. Draining
his last milk before clearing his throat and turning glaring
directly at the 'boys'. One caught his gaze and nudged his buddy
beside him and they turned their gazes back to their food.
Shaking his head, no one could say that Rika's power and looks
were useless. Looking back to Rika, a mischevious grin forming
over his lips** That's where the dirty smelly farmers rope in the
smelly pigs and jusge which one is the best. It was a joke. It is
not what I wish. How about this, we are not going anywhere unless
you decide where we get to go. ** The boys again started to stare
he sighed, placing a hand on her shoulder, blinking back at the
boys and shaking his head. ** You can't blame them for staring.
They probabbly dont' get to look at pretty women too often. I
wish they wouldn't though, I mean that would make me
uncomfortable too. You might be used to people staring at you,
but I hate to get singled out like that. . .** Trying to excuse
the leering that was going on, somehow. **
*she continues to slowly pick at the burger, not even a quarter
of it gone in the time he's finished four....a look of disgust
crosses her face a the description of the contest*you truly wish
to lower me back to the slime do you not? *she glances at the
boys as he lays claim to her, her face tinting with colour as she
realizes he's protecting the ugly one....they probably want to
stone her or something*..and those they do see get compared to me
*her gaze meets his for a brief second* If you wish to go
elsewhere we may, somewhere where you will not be singled out so
readily *She didn't want him to be singled out because of
her...she can easily imagine the reaction of others around
her.....a good looking guy, with a dog... there was no sense in
that at all*
** Feeling a twinge of jealousy towards the other men in the
burger joint, dismissing it as well, knowing it was a result of
her power. That and he caught himself staring a few times as
well. Knowing unless they were in an airtight room, it was nearly
futile to resist. He did fairly well so far, and took his
chances. Finally removing his hand from her shoulder as the boys
continued to stare. He finished the last of his food, feeling
fairly full. Gathering the trash at that point and disposing of
it. Moving back to the seat, waiting for her to finish. Watching
her eat actually enjoying her company, no matter how dull it was.
It was a relief, in some sort of way. Unbeknownst to him, it was
more like a relapse from a drug. In a sick demented way it was
close to getting a 'fix'. He smiled at her as she responded to
the Pig Contest. ** Nah, you don't compare to swine, I just
wanted a reaction. ** He swung back in his seat again, watching
the boys making some lewd comments. ** Tell you the truth, now I
think of it, anywhere we go short of a gym, people will stare.
How often does a super-model and a muscle man walk into a burger
joint, or anywhere else for that matter? And I told you, when you
decide where /you/ want to go, we will go. ** Smiling honestly
again at her. ** You know you are much nicer to be around when
you aren't trying anything. I am enjoying your company.** Again
unbeknownst to him, it was most likely the residual of her powers
running their fingers through his mind and veins. **
*...the swine are better looking...her own mind continues his
sentence*I think I am finished *she looks down at the burger, not
even half of it gone and most of that the bun* A gym *she
smirks..she actually wouldn't mind that...if she could hide in
the shadows anyhow* do not joke, I am certain they have seen much
better *she shakes her head* We can go anywhere..movies,
videos...whatever will work
Seen much better? How? ** He scoffed a bit as he got up, shaking
his head. Looking and putting his hands on his hips then folding
his hands over his chest. She obviously didn't want to hang
around him. This disturbed him a bit. Pushing those feelings
aside knowing where they came from. He didn't expect things to be
fixed overnight, but this was a little ridiculous. ** Well what
kind of video did you want to get? ** Moving towards the door as
the boys made a few cat calls. He looked towards her, holding up
a finger asking her to wait for a moment. Moving over to their
table, his hands firmly slapping down on it as he looked at each
one of them in the eye. ** Why don't you show the lady a little
respect? You honestly think you would have a //chance with
someone like her? //** His words meant to slap a bit of reality
back into them. That and the jealousy seemed to spike. He
composed himself again saying lightly. ** She isn't something to
stare at, she isn't a toy or even eye-candy. I suggest that you
apologize to her. ** The boys shifted their weightr uncomfortably
as they looked towards her and muttered a small sorry. He nodded,
looking back towards her, before joining her side again and
opening the door for her. Saying again ** Sorry for that, some
people have no manners. ** He moved snatching his keys from his
pocket and looked back at her offering a sheepish smile. ** And
sorry about that I am sure if it bothered you enough you would
have defended yourself. ** Beep-booping his car again as they
approached.** So. . . what video?
I do not know, I have not had much time to watch videos or
television *she stands and follows him to the door ignoring the
catcalls that follow her...she stops and waits while James
'defends' her..but he wasn't really defending her, was he...he
was defending himself, defending his reasoning for being seen
with a hag like her...she nods briefly as she's offered apologies
then follows James out to the car* that is all right...as for
videos...I do not know...what have you heard is good?
** He opened the car door for her and got in himself. Buckling up
as he revved the engine, the sun seeming to hang a bit lower in
the sky. Tearing out of the parking lot heading right across the
street to Blockbuster, praying she didn't ask for a romance. He
couldn't stand that sentimental dribble. His prayers were
answered. He brightened. ** Well I heard there was a few good
action flicks out, but you seem more like a comedy girl. Besides
I am sure we could use a good laugh. ** Parking and getting out,
opening the door for her as well. Actually a bit happier to be
away from the pigs in the burger place to only see more people
staring at them from the Blockbuster parking-lot. He sighed
audiably before entering the Blockbuster holding the door open
for her as well. **
*a brief smile and nod as climbs into the car and reaches for the
seatbelt then waits for him to get in* Either sound fine to me, I
am certain you have a much better idea of what might be good.
*Once more she smiles and nods as he holds the door open for her.
Inside she stops to look at a life size poster of a Hollywood
cyborg an amused smile as she glances briefly at James and simply
gestures towards it before moving on toward the movies* So? what
shall it be?
** Shaking his head as he looked at the cyborg and then turned to
the multitude of viewing pleasure that was before them. ** I
don't know, I haven't really kept up with the new movies lately.
. . ** Looking down the isles finding something that would catch
his eye. He found the new releases looking over them. Sighing as
he turned to Rika. ** Looks like we can rent something utterly
stupid, or something very gory. I
dont understand why they cant make good movies, it
seems all it is now is some person acting like a moron or blood
everywhere. I get enough Morons and Blood at work. . . **
Receiving a few stares from a woman who was next to him,
surprised at him walking about his job in such a fashion. She
watched him for a little while longer still surprised putting
back her movie quickly and wandered away. Shrugging, as he was
sure she would forget about him mentioning it. Moving back to the
older release section pausing at the Indiana Jones
movies. Now THERE was a good set of movies. Picking those up to
watch later, and looking for something else remotely
entertaining. Stopping in the comedy section looking over a few
MST3K titles. He saw the show once or twice, and figured it was
most likely over Rikas head anyway. He moved until he saw
Pretty Woman. Hmmm a movie which Rika could ACTUALLY
relate to. He picked that one up as well. Finally picking up a
classic in its own time The Rock. Looking up
now, trying to find Rika. **
*she follows him down the aisle of new releases nodding in
agreement with his assessment of work as she eyes the covers...as
he wanders down other aisle she simply stops, her pale gaze
watching him as he occasionally stops to look at a movie...As he
looks up she smiles and slowly moves towards him* find something
you like?
I found a few things I'm gonna rent, some things I think you'd
like. Hopefully nothing too 'barbaric'. You find anything
interesting? ** As soon as he made eye contact he returned
looking back at the titles. He took a long last look at the isle.
Well he got her one movie, and himself 4. They could both watch
"The Rock". Pausing at another title that looked
familiar and picking it up, reading the back of it. Holding the
titles in
his arms, he placed the newst one, one of his old time favorites,
"Clue" . VERY satisfied with the selection he had he
moved to the counter. Placing his Blockbuster card on the counter
tossing a variety of candy, popcorn, and drinks on the counter as
well. Very sure he would not have time to watch all the movies,
but would have fun trying. ((((The thing was, as powerful as
GUARD was, he doubted they would erase his late fees for him.
)))) The total was some ridiculious amount that he paid without
even wincing. Snatching the
videos from the counter afterwards, holding the door open for her
once again. ** I got a variety of movies, I am sure you are bound
to like ONE of them, since you are so certain on not deciding
which movie you wanted to see. **Then another problem occured to
him. Where to watch them. As he let the door swing shut behind
them, unlocked his car, held the door open for her, (Which was
more of a balancing act) got in and buckled up, he was
contemplating this the whole time. Smirking, betting his left arm
that if he were to ask her "Where do you want to watch the
movies?" She would say something like "It doesn't
matter to me." or "Wherever /you/ want to watch
them." so he ventured to ask. ** So where do you want to
watch them?
** Revving his engine as he screeched out of the parking lot, the
movies securely in the back seat. He knew it was bad for the
tires but he couldn't resist. **
*a lock of hair falls before her eyes as she shakes her head in
negation* I am afraid not, there are many I have heard of, but
very few I recall anything about. *she glances briefly at the
movies he's selected, uncertain what even half of them are and
follows him to the counter then to the car* thank you *she smiles
and reaches to take some of the more awkward load from him as she
slides into the passenger seat then neatly stacks them on her lap
as she reaches for the belt* where? *she shrugs lightly* I had
not thought
of that...I do not have a Television..I believe some of the
common rooms have televisions, however I do not recall them
having Video machines
You are welcome. ** Saying it almost automatically, almost losing
the fact she thanked him. The moment though passed to make any
significance of it. Instead he thought about where they could
watch the movies. //HE// had a VCR, DVD player, and TV in his
room, but thought of the alternatives. Thankful she did not
suggest her room, and at the same time his subconscious regretted
it. Thinking as he tore out of the parking lot still thinking
when they were again on the open road. Looking at the pile of
movies on her lap wincing
lightly. They would have to go to his room, which he did not
like. He did not even want to suggest it. Instead he cleared his
throat uncomfortably. ** A slight oversight, perhaps videos werent
the best idea? We . . . could . . .**he almost visibly winced,
but still he was going to TRY to be her friend. ** watch them in
my quarters. ** Nearly wanting to take the words he spoke and
shove them back in his mouth. Pluck them from the air, say
something that would cover over them. In the same way he was
looking forward to her company there. Wanting to prove that he
was not the enraged beast she saw, that he was so ashamed of.
That he was indeed sorry and indeed wanted to make up his
trespasses to her. She mentioned for him not to worry about it,
but he continued to regret. His hands tightly clutched the
steering wheel, knuckles bloodless. She was acting so different
than that night, then she was very much alive, smiling, honest in
a way. She now seemed so passive, intimidated, perhaps the talk
with Pole left her shaken? Shaking his head, eyes still fixed on
the road blurring before them. Then slowly his dull blue gaze
wandered over her. Over her legs, over her hands lightly holding
the videos, her hair. Startled that he was blatantly staring, he
finally spoke what was on his mind.** Rika, I'm going to only ask
this one more time, and I want you to be
completely honest with me, please then I will completely drop it.
Your behavior, it just doesn't seem right. Perhaps I just didn't
know you as well as I thought I did, but you always seemed much
more aggressive. For some reason I always saw you loving life,
taking advantage of every opportunity to get ahead. You got what
you wanted, when you wanted, much like a pampered cat. ** Forcing
himself to look in the rear view mirror, although it was just
some place to rest his eyes. Finally looking back at the road
before he
continued. ** What I did, what happened, ever since that time,
you have been more. . .quiet. More reserved, more passive. The
passion for things I thought I saw is dead. It's like you are
more like a robot than anything. . . if I'm wrong I apologize,
but Rika you seem so docile. What happened, did it make you
scared of me? Or is there something else? Perhaps I'm just no
longer of interest to you? You found a new toy? Am I that boring
of a guy that my dullness is just reflecting back? Or do you
really act like this? ** He paused, for a moment. ** I don't mean
to ask so many questions at once, but I'd like to know.
*a small chuckle leaves her lips at his obvious dilemna* perhaps
it was *a light shrug raises her delicate shoulders* we could, or
we could forget about it *her pale gaze briefly passes to him*
that would be your choice *A smile graces her lips before her
gaze once more passes to the road before them, she listens to him
spiel on, tripping over his own words as he attempts to ask a
simple question, a simple question with no definite answer, and
one he surely won't get* does not everyone have different facets
that are unknown to others? *a light head shake* as for toys,
those are always readily available*her gaze passes back to him*
Now may I ask a question of you? *she pauses, waiting for his
assent before continuing* Why do you order me to leave you alone,
then come to my door and ask me to dinner, then inquire if I
still find you interesting?
** Listening to her, so coolly pass his questions by. She wanted
to keep that to herself that was fine. He dropped it completely.
Looking absently in the side mirror and then back at the road
before speaking. **
Everyone is entitled to a difference in composure I suppose.
Rika, that night, you were so utterly submissive, and so
incredibly docile. Your behavior now reminded me of that. And I
will be honest, that /scared/ me. You would have done ANYTHING
anyone told you. Before that, seconds before, you were determined
to toy with me. Ever since then youve stayed at arms
distance. ** James took one aspect of the question at a time.
Rolling them over and over in his mind. Why /did/ he come to her
door? Why would he even wonder why she was not clinging to him?
He thought carefully in silence answering finally. **
I ordered you to stay away, because you refused to stop trying. .
. to seduce me. *A pause* I came to your door, actually by
mistake, and guilt. Utter guilt. That's partly the reason I asked
you to dinner as well. Somehow I figured I could patch things. I
suppose I was wrong. If I have to eventually work with you,
I would like us on good terms. ** This was honest, he had no
ulterior motives. She should have known by now he didnt
want to sleep with her, he didnt want to take advantage of
her. As bad as it sounded, guilt and all. Adding smoothly as well
** That and after I thought about it for a long while, I
figured you probably didnt have many. . . friends. The
women hate you, the men just simply want you, what does that
leave? I could be wrong, about that though. Also, I did say we
could be friends. I always go to burgers, rent some movies, with
friends. As for asking if you were interested, ** Another long
pause* After months and months of trying to get me
you just give up? This is just strange behavior, something that
we are all trained to question. It seemed odd to me, appreciated,
but odd none the less. I was curious why you would
behave in such a way. Thats all. If it was something I did,
or something you were told to do, or you indeed just, ** He
shrugged lightly still focusing on the road. ** got bored with
me.
*her gaze passes to the videos in her lap* what do you want me to
say? *blue eyes stare out at the road* to do?How do you expect me
to react?*she shakes her head* do not expect me to have an
answer.Wether I do what I think is wanted, what I am ordered to
do, or what is expected I get the same reactions. What does it
matter?
** What did he expect her to say? He expected her to tell the
truth. To do? He sure as hell didnt expect this. He turned
another corner pulling the black car onto the side of the road in
a dug out. The tires slowing gritting the gravel beneath them.
Sitting there for a moment, before turning to her, really wanting
to talk to her about this. The windows down, as so even the
lightest scent of her wouldnt cloud his thoughts. ** What
do you mean same reactions? ** He forced a smile there, shaking
his head. His eyes still focused on the road. ** Im not
treating you like I had before. I, I am trying to spend time
getting to know you, hang out with you like a pal, trying to find
out your
interests, your likes, your dislikes, yeah sure I want to know
what the hell happened, why you are being such a . . . such a . .
. ** He laughed honestly.** I dont even think they invented
a WORD for how youve been acting. I promised I was going to
drop it, and I will. ** Flicking off the radio that was lightly
droning on through his back speakers. Pulling his hair from his
shoulders and putting it in a tight pony-tail. Adjusting his
sunglasses as he turned to look at her, finally. Sighing very
openly at a loss what to say or do. Since Fiji, (Yes the tan
noticeable) he had been so collected, relaxed. He let all the
stress, all the worries dissolve in the tropical waters. Even the
surprise visit by Venin and Pole, washed away. He looked his
superior he failed in the eye and shared a drink, he looked his
sibling in the eye, and didnt shrink away. He stood by what
he knew as true, that he did everything he could without being
killed in the escape. With every sway of a hammock, every beam of
sunshine he captured, and every magazine he caught up on, he
realized that there was nothing he could do about things, and to
just, let them go. His anger, his frustrations seemed to have
decreased dramatically. Watching her for a long moment shaking
his head. Watching her for a very long moment. The smile still on
his lips as he shook his head again looking back at the mirror
and
to road. ** And it does matter. Its . . . Nevermind,
Whatever, listen do you want to watch the movies or not? ** His
voice still light hearted as he spoke. **
*she sits in silence as he pulls the car over, her eyes once more
tossed down to her lap* There is always distrust and disbelief,
there always will be.....*her head slowly rises and she turns to
look out the window as he continues*...only because the anger is
missing *she slowly turns to face him* accept what you see, or
tell me what you wish to see and you shall *..she was a barbie
doll, everything others wanted she could or would be, only
recently had she really been able to discover anything about
herself, or that there was even another person in there....the
only thing she ever had that was truly hers was her powers, and
without them she was nothing, less than*
Distrust, disbelief? What are you talking about? Look all I
wanted was to try to make amends. . . if you dont trust me
dont believe me thats fine. You could have just said
so before. **The tone in his voice was not angry, instead a bit
solemn. Almost apologizing again, but she heard enough of his
sorries he was sure. Looking in the rear view mirror
as a car passed them, shifting his eyes and watching it fade away
in the distance before them. Remaining silent all the while. **
Yeah I guess the anger is gone. Im trying very hard to. . .
forget it. If this is the way you are, then fine. I just wasnt
expecting it, thats all. Never knew you were this
difficult. ** Shaking his head again, this motion accompanied
with a good-natured smile. Thinking over her words carefully.
Looking out the window before turning on the turn signal, tearing
out of the turn-out. ** I dont care what you do Rika, but I
am planning to go to my room, watch some movies and eat some
pop-corn, drink some milk, and the invitation to join me is
there. If you dont show up, its no sweat off my back.
** Not finding anything else he really wanted to talk about or
mention. In a way he got what he wanted. She was this way, fine.
She didnt trust him, he didnt blame her. She figured
nothing between them changed aside from his anger being gone. So
be it. Hed leave everything else up to her. Why would he
waste more time on this anyway? He said he was sorry, he tried
making amends, he apologized more times than he could count, he
tried holding a conversation with her. Humoring that she was much
like that one princess from Coming to America or
whatever it was, with Eddie Murphy. Do you have a favorite
food? Yes! What is it? Whatever
you like
.. Chuckling mildly at the thought. **
*a small smile plays across her lips as her head shakes almost
sadly..that wasn't what she meant, but he just proved her
point....there would always be distrust and disbelief in
everything she was involved in, with everyone it was the
same...after all, what was she?An ugly whore from the slums of
Ireland, always would be...*It is not I that distrust *A soft
murmur, perhaps not meant to be heard as her head turns to watch
the passing scenery..she watches the traffic for a while before
turning her gaze back to him* It obviously is, or you would not
continue to ask....As I have previously said, it is your choice
It is not you that. . . Wait. Who said I distrusted you? I mean
youve proven more trustworthy today. Sure trust is
something that is earned. . . you can take years earning it and
destroy it in seconds, but this whole
trip you havent once tried /anything/. You havent put
your powers above an uncomfortable level. I think
that shows great restraint. Heaven knows some people with your
power, well you wouldnt hear the end of it. Theyd
have everything. . . I mean everything. ** Nodding as he spoke,
seeming a bit more animated than she might have remembered.
Slowing the car a bit. Not driving as recklessly as he approached
another vehicle. His reactions were fast, but those around him
might freak at some of the stunts he could pull off. ** I told
you my choice. I am going back to my room to watch my movies. *A
long pause.* Why should I have to chose what YOU want to do?
restraint?*her gaze onc emore wanders to the side of the road* if
that is what you wish to call it *she turns to look at him, a
smile resting on her lips* Why should you not?
Well, yeah restraint. From what I understood it was natural to
just have your power out and about. You are restraining it. You
resisted using it to get revenge on those guys at the burger
joint, didnt use it to get a discount at the video store. .
. Most people would have used it, and not thought twice. **
Smiling still, something he was doing a lot more it seemed. **
Because youre not a robot. Yeah when you are on the field,
if you ever are on the field I should say, you need to follow
orders. You need to obey. Same thing when you are in the base you
need to follow orders, and take directions well. If we worked
together like a machine then we can capture more RUNners, and
train them properly in their powers. But when it comes to
things like this. . . you dont have to follow an arc of
command. Its a simple do you want to watch a video.
** Rationalizing that . . . perhaps /THATS/ what she meant.
That she was still considering him a superior. . . or something.
Pulling through a long narrow road that headed to the GUARD HQ,
nestled away. The drive was nearly over. He pulled through the
points. Each check again was detailed, but efficient. **
To get revenge? *she blinks* I saw no reason to get revenge and I
have never been in a video store before, let alone that. *she
shakes her head* No restraint was used today, I merely followed
orders...do you think I would willingly allow myself to be viewed
like this? *she gestures briefly at herself....it was true, she
hadn't stopped to do makeup or hair....but also with her lack of
powers she perceived herself as ugly, without charm or
grace...merely a haggard old woman*
Maybe you are used to people staring at you, but Im not.
**Smirking lightly as he pulled the car into the spot, his
glasses in the visor. Thinking about that for a moment. Yeah he
got his fair share of stares, not many people are my size. Got
his fair share of Steroid remarks, and such. . . but
he was not used to the sexual slurs they were throwing at her.
The way they leered at Rika like she were a piece of meat and
they were starving. And no, James hadnt seen the reactions
of some of the men in the base either. Before now of course
avoiding her, hearing mostly of the results. That and seeing the
occasional man draping himself over her. Exiting the car and
moving to open her door, taking the videos from her lap. ** Maybe
this is just a guy thing, but you know the whole, fluffy stuff
you put on your face it really doesnt do much anyway. I
mean perhaps I am old fashioned, but I think a girl is just as
pretty without the frills. I know its not your style to go
in public without make-up. . . but trust me, as a guy I have to
tell you, you have nothing to worry about. Even without the
make-up you could probably reel in most men with a pulse.
People always stare at what is different or unusual...*...or
ugly.....the statement hangs unfinished as his door closes behind
him and he comes around to her door* but some like it, even
prefer it *....she knew the makeup didn't do much to cover
anything, but it helped her fake it that little bit better.....to
his last comment she makes no comment, instead she merely walks
on in silence....without a pulse you mean...the words hanging on
the tip of her tongue tasting bitter, but they were the truth,
why correct him....he was only trying to be nice*
I almost agree with you on that, but people also stare at the sun
and go blind. Nothing unusual with the sun. . . its there,
it shines every day. But that goes hand in hand with fact most
people are attracted to shiny objects and bright lights. Besides
you're nothing /that/ unsusal. They can see the same thing in a
magazine or on TV. ** Noting she fell silent after her last
comment. Wondering if he somehow offended her in some way.
Pressing a few buttons as a door swished open revealing the outer
of the GUARD base. ** Well I can understand /how/ a guy would
like it on a girl. It shows the girl takes care of herself, takes
pride in her appearance, or something. That and its nice
when you have something important to go to, but when you are just
around the base? Ive always been afraid Id break them
shaking their hand, or that theyd melt if they went in the
rain. ** Chuckling lightly and a bit uneasy, before clearing his
throat adding. ** But I suppose can see the appeal.
*...yeah the Enquirer or Star or ripleys believe it or not...why
does he have to keep stressing it?pointing out her flaws, as
obvious as they were they didn't need to be emphasised...she
follows him in relative silence an occaisonal nod or afirmative
sound the only answer to most of his comments* women don't break
like China dolls, though many seem to think we do....most have
probably been through more than you can even imagine *a pretty
smile of amusement rests lightly on her lips* Unless you try hard
you won't break any
Well, the point is I dont want to break any. Im
probably too scared to try anyway. ** Walking down the hall
catching her amused smile. His guard growing as he watched her.
Continuing to walk for a few silent steps. ** So, its
obvious you dont watch movies too much . . . or get the
opportunity. So what do you like to do? **Turning a corner
offering her a light smile actually mildly interested to find out
what she liked to do besides men. **
too scared? *she stops, startled for a moment, and looks at him
curiously* Are you gay? *a hand rises to her lips as if to stop
the words before they come out, her cheeks briefly colouring*
sorry *maybe he didn't want to acknowledge it yet...she shouldn't
force him to it...but that would explain
why he reacted so violently to her and was now apologetic*I
shouldn't have asked......*she continues on trying to use your
questioning as a cover so you don't have to answer* what I like
to do? *her shoulders raise in a delicate shrug* I do not
know...* but she did...someone else had recently asked her the
same question and forced answers from her...someone who was
forcing her to acknowledge herself and not simply the barbie
doll* I like to wander in the gardens late at night and feed the
fish