~TYTAN~
way her bodies functioning. Keeping her face leaned against Toshis hand as the girl speaks.* Sometimes commrade you have to put the fears aside to experience liiiife. Iiit`s not worth haaving iiiif you never taake riiisk. Liiiving saafe all thee tiiime iiisn`t as good as not knowin` vhaaat you`re going to get next. It`s easy to say... Thiiis I know. But how you deal wiiith liiife and expiriences iiis how you arre defiined.*She doesn`t see the girl looking her over. and she`d be glad not too, she`s very consciouss about her form. Men followed her all the time. But they`d never seen her without her uniform on. Or more than part way out of the water when she`s swimming. She opens her eyes to look at Toshi. Thinking of how to say it... But simply not knowing how. She looks around a little, making sure that there`s no one in the small bit of woods with them. Swallowing down her fear a few times, trusting Toshi in ways she doesn`t trust anyone else. She pulls the spandex suit down over her shoulders. Pulling her arms out of the slots made for them, then wiggles it down over her bust(Yes, they defy gravity!) all the way down to her abdomen. While it appears she`s no more than a young, trimmed, woman. She gets a slightly pained look on her face. Sighing once, she moves her upperbody, immidiately all the muscles beneath her skin become pronounced, almost as though the skin weren`t smooth at all, and when she settles again, it`s as though the muscles were never there at all. She doesn`t open her eyes, doesn`t want to. She never wants to see that surprised look in a persons eyes again the way she`d seen it in the doctors eyes.*

~SHIFTER~
*Biting her lip she thinks about what Nat is telling her.. She knew her fear of leaving the compound was silly. That was part of the reason she hadn't told anyone about it.. Besides she knew that GUARD wasn't ready to send her out on a mission yet. When Nat moves to take her uniform off Toshi drops her hand sitting back watching her.. What she saw was a woman with a very incredibly fit body.. Her eyes to widen in surprise as she sees the muscles move beneath the skin.. Unlike others though it doesn't unnerve her.. She is use to seeing the muscles ripple under the skin of the tiger or other animals. Smiling she reaches out to run her fingers along Nat's stomach.* Your really have a beautiful body..

*She can`t see the facial expressions on Toshis face. Having closed her eyes so as not to see the look that others usually gave when seeing the "freaky" phenomenon. She feels the pressure of the fingers on her muscles, tensing her entire upperhalf at the slight shock that someone had wanted to touch it. Stomach hard as steel to the touch, unyielding beneath her fingers. It`s difficult to believe that such a rigid muscle system allows her the freedom of movement she exhibits. But she`s as graceful as some of the famed russian ballerinas. Unable to dance like them of course, but possessing the grace that allows them to flow so effortlessly through situations. Hearing Toshis compliment, her eyes pop open finally, seeing the wide eyed stare the girls giving her.* I....do?*She blinks a couple of times. The long, highlighted, lashes of her eyes fluttering at the unexpected compliment. She walks foreward in her squatted position a little.*Aaaand you commrade. You aaas well haaave wounderous form...*She reaches out one of her hands to do the same action as Toshi, running her hand as gently as she can against Toshis yielding flesh. Actually manageing somthing of a gentle touch even though she`s not concentrating all that hard.*

*She giggles softly as Nat reaches out running her fingers across Toshi's stomach. It doesn't seem at all strange to her that the two of them are sitting in a small wooded area naked or half-naked. Looking up she meets Nat's eyes.* Your like the tiger.. Strong and sleek.. *Toshi saw the beauty of her form not the hard muscles. Besides she liked Nat.. Why should it bother her that her muscles were so hard and well developed. It was still Nat.*

*A few of the words escape her. though she realizes that they are meant as a compliment. Looking into Toshis eyes at the same time she looks into hers.* Niet commrade. You aaare thee tiger.*Meaning that earlier, she had been. Though the tone could be taken the wrong way as an offer to a person who might know about sexuallity, that not being the way it was meant however. It definately doesn`t bother her to look at Toshi, a slight grin on her face as she looks the girl over a little more.* Da... Beautiful.

*Her eyes sparkle with laughter.. She felt relaxed around the other girl. Both outsiders among the group. The sexual reference of course goes right past Toshi..* I like the tiger form.. *She shivers slightly as a breeze picks up in the park.. Laughing she realizes that she is still naked.* I guess I better get dressed before someone wanders around here.. *She moves to stand to start dressing.* Would you like to come back up to my room?

*She watches the girl a few moments longer as she stands to dress. Slowly pulling the spandex outfit back up over her form. The snug garment settling into its normal areas. She stands after redressing her upper half and moves to a few feet away from where Toshis standing and dressing.* Da... I vould liiike thaat.*An easy smile etching its way to her face. She brushes some of her hair away from her cheeks tucking it behind her ear.*

*It doesn't take her long to dress. Then slipping from the woods she looks up at Nat.* Thanks Nat.. *Smiling she starts to head towards the exit of the park.. Her head turning to see if Nat is following.*

*Nat follows her out of the woods. A few people looking at them as they wonder what the two of them were doing in there. She simply ignores the looks, as she`s had to learn to do in order to keep her sanity. Walking behind Toshi as she follows her towards her room. Allowing her to lead the way since she`s no idea where the place actually is.*

*She didn't even notice the looks of the other people around.. She was use to people looking strange when the tiger went in to the woods and she stepped out. She had no idea that they might be thinking of something else.. It wasn't surprising that Nat didn't know where Toshi's room was. It wasn't in the normal rookie area. Toshi's room was next to Pole's in a different part of the complex. As she steps into her room she steps back waiting for Nat to enter.. The room is filled with tiny glass figurines.*

*She steps into the area of the complex that houses the Veteran Hunters. This not being a place she`s supposed to hang around unless she has an invite from one of them. Which she has, seeing as Toshi invited her to come and see her room. Stepping ito the room behind Toshi and looking around. Marevling at the tiny glass figures that are all around.. Though she doesn`t reach for any of them, knowing that more or less she`d break one if she tried to handle it. And she doesn`t want to break any of Toshis wonderous little figurines. Turning around in the center of the room to look at them all..* Oh.....Is veery beautiiiful commrade.*Her eyes surveying them all as she turns about slowly.*

*Smiling in delight at Nat's reaction to the room she moves over to one of the shelves picking up a small dolphin leaping from the water.* Pole brought them to me.. Glass is one of the few things I could have in my rooms before...*She sets the figurine down before moving back over to Nat.* Would you like something to drink? *She is a little nervous with Nat now.. Still not use to being around people that much and definitely not use to entertaining anyone in her room.. Her room was her safety zone.. The space she could go to when she needed to get away from others..*

*She watches Toshi as she handles the glass figurine. Though she draws her gaze away to look at other figures, knoing that a stare can be suffocating to people at times. Drawing her attention back to her when she asks her what she wants.* Mmmmm....vater wouuuld be fiiine.*Nodding slowly. She takes a seat on Toshis bed, sinking sort of low into the mattress. She`s heavy because of all the muscle in her body, even when she`s as light as she can make herself. Actually being able to adjust her weight to proportions that haven`t been fully tested yet. She scoots back on the bed a little so her feet don`t touch the floor, lieing back, her hair covering her face slowly as it settles. Raising one arm to fall above her head, and propping one foot up to raise her knee in the air.*

*Getting glasses of water for each of them she moves back to Nat. Holding out a glass for her. She notices how far the bed dips as Nat sits on it. For just a moment she wonders if it will hold.. She dismisses it just as quickly.. If the bed broke she would just get another one..* Is it as hard for you here as it is for me Nat? I feel so lonely here at times...*She hadn't ever felt lonely when she had been in isolation.. Now that she was out here with so many people around she felt lonely.*

*She reaches up for the water, seeing it through strands of parted hair that are sliding down her face slowly as her breath pushes them from around her nose. Holding it aloft for a moment.* Danke...*Shaking the glass of water to indicate what she`s thanking her for. She props herself up on her elbows, the stark red hair falling from around her face to frame her shoulders. One leg still propping a knee high in the air. She takes a couple sips, thinking hard about what Toshi says.* Da.... Sometiiimes I aaam so lonely thaat it becomes haaard to breath. *She looks over at her, and since she considers Toshi to be her one good friend here at this American base, she figures she might as well get some things out.* No one heeere speaks Russian accept fooor the meean laady. Yvette I meean. *she cradles her water against her stomach, leaving it there seeing as it`s hard enough to rest objects on.* Other tiiimes I feeeel so lonely thaat I cry self to sleeep. Miiiss faaaamily alot.*She sighs a heavy breath once.* `lot.... People barely understaaand thiiings I say. Engliiish so haaard.*She closes her eyes taking another sip of the water.* Many friends I naught haave.

*Smiling she sits cross legged on the bed next to Nat.* I can help with the language part.. I learn things quickly.. if you work with me I'll learn Russian. *It made her feel better knowing that someone else felt like she did.. Maybe they could spend more time with each other and neither would be as lonely.* I only really know you and Yohann.. And Pole of course.. *She had met Yvette and knew what Nat meant.*

*She smiles as Toshi takes a seat next to her on the bed.*Da, I could help you speak Russian. Da iiis "yes" you. I vould liiike to spend maaany more tiiime wiith you. Vhat paart of relatiopnshiips vould you like me to teach to you? *Scooting a little closer which only causes the bed to shift out from beneath Toshi, seeing as Nat draws so much of the mattress down, to roll on top her if she can`t keep her balence.*

Anythiiiiiii.... *She starts to answer Nat when she is caught off guard that she falls across Nat. Laughing she tries to untangle herself from Nat. The dip in the bed and the way she was sitting makes difficult*

*She not really expected to have Toshi suddenly face down on her chest. Looking down slowly, with a surprised look at where her face had landed exactlly. A slight bit of blush forming in her cheeks. The girls struggling to free herself makes her form a sudden frown to her face. Though she erases it well before Toshi looks up at her. Anytime before her powers had emeraged, she`d be laughing as hard as a person could laugh, that`s how ticklish she was at one point. Now, only the pressure of knowing somone`s there. She etches a rather sincere smile to her face as Tohi does look up at her from her struggling. Trying not to struggle for fear she might accidentaly hurt her friend, and for fear that she would break the bed should she choose to wrestle on it. So many things she once took simply for granted are gone. And she, for one, would give anything to have them back. Even if it meant she`d no longer be as strong as she is now. Needing to do something though, she reaches her hands up slowly, the expression on her face being one of concentration as she reaches for the girls ribs, she could of course back away easilly once free of the tangle, but slow is the only way she can be sure to do it gently. Trying to tickle the girls ribs.* [How I envy you lovely one...]

*Toshi was /very/ ticklish.. Laughing even harder she tried to wriggle away from Nat. She didn't even think and reached out to tickle Nat in return.. The movement on the bed does cause it to break.. The front legs giving out which cause Toshi and probably Nat too to go sliding head first towards the wall.. All this does is make Toshi laugh even harder as she wraps an arm around Nat.*

*She bites the inside of her mouth hard to stop from having to scream at the ufairness of these powers. She WANTED to laugh at Toshis tickling. But more importantly, she needed somthing like that. The bed saves her from perhaps having to make the girl embarrassed at telling her she couldn`t feel it, seeing as Toshi probably just forgot, as she slides headfirst into the wall, a solid "THOCK" coming from it. Though she didn`t even feel it. She does laugh at the bed breaking though, maybe it might pass for a late tickling effect if Toshi wasn`t paying enough attention. Feeling the arm drape ebhind her neck, she drapes one over Toshis back as well. Pulling her down against her chest accidentally from even the slight exertion of her arms strength. But she is laughing... and glad she`d not been asked to explain the russian statment she`d made.*

*She doesn't notice that Nat doesn't laugh until after the bed breaks too caught up in trying to get away from Nat's tickling hands.. She soon finds herself with her face once more buried in Nat's bosom.. Trying to get her laughter under control she looks up at Nat.* Are you ok?

*Well, this is perhaps the closest thing she`s ever actually been to sex. Which is actually sort of sad. Toshis face buried in her bosom, and lieing atop her. Between two very long legs which are hiked up a little due to the angle of the bed. The simple idea of it makes her heart beat a slight faster. She nods as though everything was fine, answering too fast as a matter of fact.* Da... Aaam iinvulnerable reeemember?*She raises her freehand to knock on her head a few times, issueing a solid sound each time. The knocks she delivers to her own head would have enough strength to snap Toshis spine in two had she delivered them to her. Smiling sweetly at the smaller girl, the hand on her back still holding her against her. The muscles of her body easilly able to be felt as a cusion against anywhere Toshis touching her with her own front. Her bosom, though solid as well, has slightly more give than the rest of her body, seeing as there`s no real muscle in there.*

*Her eyes sparkle with laughter as she looks around the room.. There closeness not even occurring to her she is so naive about it all.. They are brought back though by Nat's knocking on her head.. Frowning Toshi reaches out to stop Nat..* Don't...*When she reaches up it brings them even closer.*

*Toshis really can`t stop her, though Nat stops as soon as Toshis hand closes around her free hands wrist. Not wanting to hurt her by jerking fingers out of place or anything. Seeing the frown on Toshis face forces the smile she`d had away. Their faces so close together. Looking up into the smaller womans eyes. Her breathing, the rising and falling of her chest, actually pushing Toshi up and down slowly. Breathing long and steady breaths.* Envy yoou my deaar comrrade... Haaave so much, do you, thaaat I waaant back. Thiiings you wiiill feel...that I don`t think I can.*Having a sudden urge to show her what a kiss is. She starts to draw her face closer to her, knowing full well that Toshi doesn`t understand these matters, but she does, and to her Toshis attractive. She stops short of the girls lips, afraid that she`ll hurt her should she go farther. She can still feel things in her imagination though, or so she fancies. Pretending to be kissing her, though before she knows it, unless Toshi moves, she`s pressing her lips as gently as she can against the girls. And it is gentle, so deep in her imagining that she doesn`t notice the subtle hint of pressure that she`s come in contact with something.*

*She really wished she could help her friend and would at some time work more on trying to figure out why Nat didn't feel.. She doesn't pull away as Nat pulls her down for a kiss.. Surprised by the gentle pressure of Nat's lips.. For a moment she does nothing.. Then slowly she moves to pull away.*

*She doesn`t even realize that she`d actually been kissing Toshi, still lost in her slight fantasy in her mind. Then feeling the pressure against her muscles where Toshis pressing in an attempt to get away. Eyes fluttering open to see she`s gotten alot closer, to the point of actually having kissed the girl. Heart catching in her chest for a moment before she lets Toshi go free. Turning her head to the side as colour rushes to her face. Saying nothing as well. Embarrassed, and a little hurt... She whispers a slight sentance in russian that sounds like one long word with how fast it comes out as she closes her eyes.*[I`m sorry....]*A small shiver working its way up her spine, causing her to shuffle her shoulders a little.*

*She doesn't know what Nat said, but she is good at reading peoples body language.. Slipping off of Nat she sits on the side of the bed. Reaching out to touch Nat's shoulder.* Nat..

*She feels the pressure leave her as Toshi slides off from her. Knowing she`s gone simply by the absence of the pressure. Wishing she was in her own room at the moment, maybe she could cry herself to sleep again another night. At least she found some sort of respite in her dreams. When scholars ask,"What`s worse, to have known somthing and lost it or never to have known it at all" she definately knows the answer to that question. After Toshis gone from her she draws her knees up to her chest and wraps her arms around them. Her body reacting as a normal womans would when her own faculties press against each other. Her knees flattening her chest out against her a little. Takeing a few deep breaths and releasing them quickly in an attempt not to come to tears Feeling the pressure on her shoulder and hearing Toshi call her name. She finally looks over, hair falling against her face to conceal one eye, the other open as wide as it would be normally yet full of hot tears. A couple of which start streaking theer way down her face. And, as usual, when she gets nervous or upset her grasp of English slips from her entirely. Shaking her head slowly, though it doesn`t clear the fastening strands of hair away from her face. Speaking entirely in Russian as she`s too upset to consentrate on thinking russian, translating it to english, and then speaking in english.*[It`s not fair... It`s not.]*The words slow, some say beautiful, and mournful at the same time.*

*She doesn't know what Nat is saying but she can guess.. Sliding down next to Nat she wraps her arms around her.* Don't cry Nat...I liked it...*She had.. It had been the surprise and closeness that had surprised her.. She wasn't use to that kind of contact.. She didn't like seeing Nat upset though and moved to embrace her.. Something she had done only with Pole.*

*She uncurls her arms from her knees to wrap them around Toshi as she lowers herself to hold onto Nat. Knowing that Toshi can`t understand her when she speaks Russian, but still unable to concentrate enough to make the English words surface. Resting her chin on Toshis shoulder. And trying to make sure that the hug doesn`t become too strong for Toshi to withstand.*[I liked it too...]*Although she had to use her imagination for it instead of actually feeling it, that`s why it hurt. She pulls her chin away from the girls shoulder and rests her forehead against Toshis forehead. Sniffling back some of the tears that`ve streaked down her face. Keeping one arm around her and pulling the other down to her side, only to raise it to attempt a gentle touch against Toshis lips. Gathering her thoughts and concentration to form her words again. Perhaps reminding Toshi that though she liked it Nat hadn`t even felt it...* Whaaat....*She stammers out before gulping down her breath.*..did it feel like to you? *Looking a little frantically into her eyes, she`d use Toshis description of it to Dream of how it felt.*

*She had forgotten that Nat couldn't feel.. It wasn't something one normally thought of. Smiling she reaches up to wipe the tears from Nat's cheeks as she tried to think of what it felt like. Her experience in things was lacking so she had a hard time coming up with a comparison.* It was.. *How did she describe it? It was so hard..* It was nice.. soft and gentle.. Like a feather brushing across my lips.. *she looks down away from Nat's eyes as she blushes.* Is it always like that?

*A slight smile crooks its way to the corner of Nats mouth as Toshi wipes the tear away. The smile not forming due to the fact that the wiping would have felt good, but that it made her feel good to have found somone that seemed to care about her in this place. To honestly care about her. She sees the concentrating expression on Toshis face. About to tell her not to worry about it when the girl starts speaking. Closing her eyes slowly to envision what the feeling must be like, remembering what the feeling of a feather across her lips was like when her mom used to tickle her lips like that. Remembering that it wasn`t an unpleasent feeling at all. Opening her eyes again to see Toshis eye looking downwards, seeing the blush in her cheeks. She cups Toshis face with her hand slowly, running it down in a lilting manner down her neck and over her chest. Not realizing some of the places she touches before the hand finally breaks contact with her.* Buuut I wiiish I knew Commrade... I hoope so.. It viiiill be the way I always remember vhaaat iiit should feel like from diiiis day foreward vheeenever I do iiit, or iiits done to mee..*A deep compliment for Toshi, it was a description she`d use to define the feeling forever more. whispering as she drops her voice, she had promised to show her things anyway..* Only vone vay fooor you tooo fiiind out though... Iiiif you feel like iiit agaaain.

*Smiling it made her feel good that Nat would use her description to feel a kiss.. She is surprised though when Nat talks about another kiss. Did she want to kiss Nat again? It had been pleasant.. It was just the closeness that frightened her.. Still she nodded leaning in towards Nat's lips.*

*She can see the surprise in Toshis eyes.. Though as Toshi leans foreward to kiss her again, Nat closes her eyes, bringing up the memory of how the feather felt across her lips when she was younger. Leaning slowly foreward until she feels the slightest pressure against her lips again. though this time, she`d wetted them only slightly with her tounge. Her lips having been dry the first time they kissed from the laughing. And she puckers them to a nice full kiss, seeing as she`s consciessly attempting it this time instead of just drifting into it like she had. Waiting for Toshi to pull away. She`s doing this experience as much for Toshi as she is herself. After all, she can`t actually feel the kiss. But Toshi could benefit from the learning. Given her choice though, she`d never have Toshi leave. It felt good to know that somone who cared about you was this close to you. Was that what it was supposed to be like? More a feeling in the heart than in the skin?*

*The kiss seemed different this time.. At first the kiss is kept soft and gentle like the accidental one had been.. Then acting on instinct she parts her lips as she presses closer to Nat. Sliding an arm around Nat's shoulders to pull her closer. She definitely liked this kissing. It made her feel all warm inside..*

*Feeling Toshis lips press closer to her through the pressure offered her by her muscles. It being the only way she could actually feel things. Wondering deeply inside what this kiss feels like for Toshi, and wondering if she`d be willing to tell her again. Fearful that she might not have an experience as ready as the last one to referance the ideal feeling. Raising her hand slowly, though it stops halfway there. Her breath washing through her nose to splash across Toshis cheek as she struggles with the idea, but not wanting Toshi to think she doesn`t feel the same emotion. Just so afraid that she`s going to hurt her badly. That would be something she couldn`t deal with. Letting a soft moan against Toshis lips, she places her hand on the back of Toshis head as gently as possible. Her chest heaving from the fear of hurting her. Praying to whatever might be listening that she not hurt the girl.. Pressing her lips only a slight more against Toshis to mimic the embrace of lips. Parting hers as well.*

*As much as she was enjoying the kiss she finally pulls away.. Her skin slightly flushed. Her eyes move to meet Nat's. Hoping that the other woman had enjoyed the kiss as she had.* Kissing is nice...

*She follows Toshi for a few moments as the girl tries to pull away. Not wanting it to end for a moment. But finally drawing her hand through Toshis hair and away from her head. Leaning back and away from her to a sitting position. Nats face is full of colour itself, her breathing a little faster than it had been. And a rather.....pointed involuntary reaction occuring not far down from her neckline on her bossom. Holding Toshis gaze.* Da....*Is all she can whisply rasp out in response.*

*Smiling Toshi reaches out to trace Nat's lips with her finger.* Is it always like that Nat? I mean.. How do you know if you really like someone? *She had no idea how much she was teasing Nat with her actions. She was just too innocent to realize what her actions were doing.*

*Her actions are teasing. In ways she probably won`t understand until everythings explained to her. Seeing as her heart was already fluttering, and her mind remembering the feather on her lips. It`s what she imagines as Toshi traces her lips with her fingers. Trying to keep as much concentration as she can with this girl who could suddenly command anything she wanted of her and get exactlly what she wants. As long as she doesn`t stop. Her heart pounding in her chest, something that even the workout machines had a hard time working into her. But Toshi and her had done it with a few touches and some beautiful imagery. Her words seeming to come out unsteady, but quiet, as her breathings erratic.* Don`t know... Buuut Iii hope so...*Considering her last question for a time. and considering she couldn`t actually feel anything else, it has to be in places where you didn`t need feelings, to feel... She raises a hand up past her own chest and places it, boldly, on Toshis. Patting her chest gently a couple of times...* You feeeel iiiit iiiin herrre. Iiin heart...*Her facial features and body posture easilly indicating that whatever Toshis doing to her, it`s touching her in some way. And it must be some way she can`t feel.*

*Watching Nat closely she sees how she is reacting.. A strange feeling comes over Toshi. She knows that it is her actions that have made Nat feel as she is.. When Nat lays her hand on Toshi's chest she smiles.. She wasn't sure what she was feeling, but she was ready to explore it more.. she lets her own hand trail down from Nat's lips to her chest.. Licking her lips she leans in once more to kiss Nat. This time she isn't quite so hesitant.. Her lips parted as she press them to Nats..*

*Not sure of what Toshi`s thinking. She takes in a sharp breath as she slides her hand down to her chest. Arching her back a little to force the two, rather pronounced, breasts apart so she can get her hand in the same position as Nats is. Her heart beating fast beneath Toshis fingers. Being taken by surprise, and not fighting it in the least, Nat allows herself to be leaned back by her spine a little as Toshi once more ravenously takes her lips. Not hesitating at all to part hers to kiss Toshi again. Her breath growing increaseingly fast as Toshi succeds in turning her on more than she has been in a long time. Slowly sliding her hand from between Toshis breast where her heart is, over on top of one. Knowing she`d have to be VERY careful here as she kneeds it softly. the clothing still between her fingers and bare skin. But to her, there`s really no difference..*

*She is somewhat lost in the kiss when she feels Nat's hand move over to gently knead her breast.. The touch surprises her.. Yet it feels good.. Still she breaks the kiss leaning back away from Nat.. Everything was happening so fast.. She liked it, but her old aversion to touch was making itself know loud and clear.. There had been too much touching.. The last move to her breast had been more than she was ready for.. She was as shaken as Nat though by what she was feeling.. Smiling at Nat she tries to let her know that she isn't upset by the touch..* Nat.. I..

*Deep into being turned on by Toshi, once more she follows the lips as they start to leave her. Not wanting them to go as much as she didn`t want her feelings to have left her at the moment. Her eyes open slowly, confusion set resolutely in them. What`d she done wrong? She didn`t want it to stop. But neither did she want to force Toshi back to her. The hand movement for her had simply been somthing that`d almost been screamed by her mind to do. As if she was being pushed on by a force even she couldn`t deny. Her breath not slowing very quickly, chest heaving up and down with the labour of her breaths. A profound sense of loss working its way into her heart as the high she`d been rocketted to starts to wane away. It might have been fast, and it might have been starting to heat up to something they might not have been able to control after a few more minutes, but to her it was somthing that hadn`t come for a very long time. Even though Toshi smiles, she drops her eyes to the floor. Just shaking her head as Toshi starts to speak. Already knowing what the problem was.. Holding her hand up to stem further words.* Tooo faaast for you... Buuut...*She looks back up.* Looong tiiime for me...*She offers a little smile at the corner of her mouth. She`d been as far as that with boys before. Let them feel the objects men always longed to feel. She`d never given herself completely though. Wishing she had now. But this was as far as she`s come in a long time...*

*Biting her lip she nods.. She hoped that Nat would understand.. * Yes.. I'm not use to being touched or touching anyone.. *And if the truth were known the feelings that Nat brought out frightened her a little. She had never done anything like this before.. It did make her feel good that she had made Nat feel.. It might not be the same way, but she had felt..* Can we do this again another time?